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          Few days ago . I had got email from Yoshie , who used to study same class with me at Holmes college. She’s 26 years old ,Japanese girl,  lovely , friendly and always have smiling. That email told me that she ‘s coming Thailand . Oh I was really glad to hear that..

       I went to see her on 7 of June that’s  her birthday.. I just knew on that day. We met each other at the midday at “Wat Pra Keaw”. We walked around this temple and then go to “Wat Pho” After that I wanted to send her at her guess house , where ‘s near Kho San Rd. So we stoped at Kho san for shopping. I bought a cap and she bought “Duriun” Wow!!! This’s her first time have had it!!  So I droped her at her place . So I had been walking for 6 hours in that day.

      On the way to my house, I felt giddy(or dizzy) and wanted to vomit so many times. But I had to tell myself that “ You couldn’t vomit here coz so many passengers , You had to be patient , I believed you can do it well !!”  but my body wasn’t listen anything. So  I had to get off the bus and stood at the bus stop for relaxing. After that I decided to use to cab for got home..   

         At night I couldn’t sleep or did anything . Due to I hurted both of my legs. I couldn’t even watch telly , read comic book. I mean I couldn’t do anything . I had to take myself off the bed and find something for relieve the hurt. I had been massaging my legs by oil for 2 hours . It’s took from 2-4AM.  Such a nightmare for me. Anyway that’ s my lesson that I shouldn’t have over walk like that day again, if it’s not nescesary.

       For this blog, I would love to tell you a good news that I have already found a accommodation. It’s in Ultimo , behind Tafe Ultimo. It take about 15 mins to my college. It’s good for me eieieieiei. I have got helping hand form Tan , she’ s in Syeney and studying at ACE now. She went to see K.Ryan’s room for me .Thanks for helping me na ja.

     That accommodation was found on internet . I spent a few days trying to search accommodation . The owner of that room , K.Ryan got me back on Email. He ‘s gonna come back Thailand on 25 of June and go back there again on 29 of July . So that room will available for a month . And that’s me , who ‘s lucky girl ,who ‘s gonna take that room <Maybe>. So that ‘s why I could find although i’m still in Thailand. Anyway thanks na K.Ryan. 

             I still have a thing bother me . Due to that room ‘s just for 2 people. That’s mean we will have to find another room for a person when we will have arrived there. Actually I would prefer all we will be able to stay at K.Ryan’s room for few days and find another room later. Anyway I’m still waiting K.Ryan’s answer. Just hope it’ll be good news again .

         I have 3 more weeks leave from Thailand. When I’m here I always change my mind so many times. Even today my feeling warn me against going back there. So what do I want from Sydney?

                               knowledge

                               Experience

                                Happy life

                                   Money

       I dunno . So I think I might just wanna have happy life . Don’t wanna serious of anything  . .Ohh silly Koi

Just think 

!!! It’s worth going back there again !!!

!! maybe for fun !!

i'm gonna go to Sydney on 26 of June.. but It's not sure.. i have to wait for result of my visa.. but if there are no trobs.. i think i can fly on that day.. just hope that..

        But i'm worried about accommodation in Sydney.. coz i don't go there alone . There are 2 people will go with me. one 's my friend from university and other one 's my boyfriend..  So i need accommodation for 3 people<include me>  but how? i don't dare to ask my friends who are liveing in Sydney for have a look accommodation for me .. Coz it's not their business. So i have to look by myself.. but my boyfriend look seem doesn't understand me. He doesn't know that the accommodation can't be found easily. Moreover not for just 1 person but that  accomodation for 3 person.. ohhh such a hard job.. So i will try and try by myself hardly and hope my friend can help me just a little bit.. That 's enought.

         Tomorrow I ‘m gonna go to see my Agency at Silom road. It’s far away from my house. So we don’ t wanna go to see them often . if there are no important things.

         OHh it’s 1.00AM now.. that’s why I’m so sleepy .. Moreover I have to get up in the morning tomorrow for doing my businees.. ohhh many things have to do.. So See ya next time ..  

Tomorrow I'll have a meeting with my friend from university.. Even I feel tried to go there.. but I will try to go.. coz I have a little chance to meet all of them . and I’m gonna go to Sydney in few months.. So I wanna meet them as many as I can.. Coz my friends has made my life to be as today. I love all u guys.

You know? I have a friend to go to Sydney with me.. Her name ‘ s  Ni , my university friend. She’s bored with her life in Thailand coz she has broken up with her ex- boyfried and her new love  is not beautiful .. So I has invited her to go with me but I said that for kidding .. but she didn’t . She ‘s so serious about that and wanna  go with me.. That’s ok coz I don’t wanna to take a long time on plane alone. My first experience made me know that how bored if u are alone on plane.. So happy to have her as friend to go there but I’m worried about accommodation coz I won’t flight alone . I have a friend that I have to take care.So I think I have to find our accommodation be4 go there. But how?Still thinking.

“Study in Aus exhibition” will be happened on 21 of May at Central Sofitel hotel. I will go there with my boyfriend and Ni. I will have to finish preparing all of my documents about apply my visa first. I just hope everything will be successful.. So pls pray for me.

       I'm confuse again about my life.. i really would like to go back there.. i miss my life in Sydney coz i had a lot of fun last time.. but i dunno about this time.. All of my sydney friends are still in sydney.. They still go on their life ( working and studying ) . i know that i'm not the person who can make the decistion easily coz i alway change my mind all time.. When i have to make decistion ,, i alway ask so many people for suggestion and i alway agree with them.. So my decision always changes by another people.. i knew i should think about it only myself.. but i couldn't ... So  let me think again.. 

           i went to help his work a few days ago...  i had a lot of fun when i was working.. But i think he alway blame me too strong lately..So sometome i upset with him.. Anyway he alway say " sorry " to me.. and i can forgive him easily.. coz Love  is the forgive , right?? 

          Today 's the last day for working .So we will be free tomorrow.. but we haven' t decided yet where are we going to go .. and i also have no idea.. But we think both of us should go to exercise somewhere    coz we are so fat now.. hohohoho ^_^ just eating and sleeping each day.. we might go to play badminton at our university or jogging in the park.. hohohoho but i prefer badminton.. i love it ..

          By the way .. i bought "Acrylic colour" a few days ago for paint my nail.. and i tried to do it last night.. It's more difficult than i thought be4.. i  tried to paint my nail .. it was terrible. So i got terrible colour nail now .. 

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         Ohh  my god!! i have never been tired like today  be4..  i went to some market today with him..  so many people plus the whether 's so hot in the day.. Don't guess my friend.. u should know that market .. it's J.J. market..  i almost had a stoke.. , felt giddy and nauseated.. But if u ask me that do i wanna go back my house at that time??? No way !!  coz i still wanted to buy so many things..and i hadn't found it yet..  So don't wonder with me why i could get so many things on such a hot day.. hahaha 

              Pls remember.. that .. Nothing could stop my shopping!!!

           Now i'm really happy with my life in Thailand.. About the past .. i don't forget it.. i just put it in somewhere that it should be.. it doesn' t miss from my memory.. it 's alway still there..  But my life must go forward.. So Past is past.. Nobody could change the past.. So do persent the best... Put ur past in ur memory and choose remember only beautiful things.. u will be able to see beautiful world !!!   How your world is ???>>> Everything 's depend on u !!!    

                 i just hope i will be able to let some past that i don't wanna memorize leave from my memory someday.. Choose to remeber -- Choose to have better life.. Choose to do everything by consciousness ..  And  let's have our better life soon..

          i have decided to stay in thailand .. won't go back Sydney!!!  but i still miss my life in Sydney..  But i have to choose between my future and fun  !!  So that's why ,, i have decided to stay here.. but i believe i will go back there some day .. so pls wait me my friends..   

              I have to think about my future .So i think i should be looking for a job soon.. but i'm too lazy girl..   Anyway i have got one dream that i wanna be .... i have to prepare myself so hard to get that dream.. but anyway i will try.. Even it's too hard and tiring.

            About him .. i dunno myself clearly.. i just knew he 's good guy that i have never met be4 .. But sometime i was confuse . I dunno ,  i should love who 's good or whom  i love absolutely!! Anyway now i love him . So i will do the best for my love..

               About my friends  ,,I miss all of u .. Both Thai and Sydney friends..

For thai friends,,  everone has something that u have to take responsible each day.. So we don't have much time for meeting. Anyway we still miss each other.. and everyone hope to see all of us again ^ ^

For Sydney friends,, We have different dream and responsibility to do.. We just hope we will have chance to see each other again and again .. but pls remember u are one of my momory in Sydney.. we will keep in touch forever and thanks Sydney that bring us to see and have knowm each other ^^